Wednesday, April 22, 2015

Too Long

It had been too long. We had gone with out. In the back of all of our minds we knew it was coming. But yet we still went on so ignorant of things to come. The boy in the front room you couldn't hear. He sat and listened, put his ear to the door to hear, and this was a first. The girl asleep in her bed had not made a sound for far too long. When she moved to hear the voices coming from the other side of her wall her reaction was to curl right back up. The poor woman who sat and heard all the words he said to her could not move anymore. She had heard the word that tore at her soul and ripped her to pieces. It won't be long anymore. That we go without. We all know now that it is coming. So a word of advice, prepare.

The Drive

We were driving down the crest.  the only light shown from the taillights of the car in front of us.  you could hear the soothing sounds of Neil diamond coming out of the car.  and all i could think is how perfect this moment was.

One Thing

Please tell me one more thing is wrong with me, I dare you. I would love to see if I can fall any further into this pit I'm stuck in. I'm dying to know that there has always been an answer to my problem. I've just wanted to spend another hour staring at the walls of hospitals and doctors offices. Let's see if you can plunge me any further down into the ground than I already am. How thrilling would that be. Please tell me, I dare you.

Saturday, April 4, 2015

More

I endeavor to be more.  More of a human.  I cannot fathom a life where my every desire has been met.  I want more.  And I know how selfish that sounds but at this point in my life to be selfish is my only option.  I have been strung along in so many directions it feels as if each direction has taken away apart of me.  I need more.  I have been left with a body to live in and a nonexistent soul to live by.  So my endeavors must keep me alive and envious for more, because without it I truly shall evaporate.

A Dare

Please tell me one more thing is wrong with me, I dare you.  I would love to see if I can fall any further into this pit I'm stuck in.  I'm dying to know that there has always been an answer to my problem.  I've just wanted to spend another hour staring at the walls of hospitals and doctors offices.  Let's see if you can plunge me any further down into the ground than I already am.  How thrilling would that be.  Please tell me, I dare you.